08 June, 2016

True love for someone ?- Brings change in you!

I am here after a long time, so hope all of you are doing good! And yes my life has changed being a new mother and this new role gave me some thought to put here.

Change is hard to happen, people don't change easily, everyone has their own style and uniqueness which God has blessed them with. Even I am no different, I don't like to change, even though after many advices changing myself was very difficult. But recently after becoming mother I realized I have started changing and change is for the good.

There was the time when I used to get up between 7-8am , gave little cooking help to mom then get ready for office and by 9 am on my way to office. Coming back from home I used to have tea and again little help to mom and then sometimes meeting friends or may be watching T.V or some time pass in social media ,have dinner and then go to sleep. It was an easy life. Same style has been repeated for the 7 years of my working life so changing was difficult for me as if this routine has become an habit. I wanted to get up early but it never happened,  like to get up around 5 a.m then do my personal prayer then go for walk and then helping mom more but I struggled changing myself

Everyone wants some change in them self, they have their own dream life and to achieve that we have to change our ways but it has always been difficult but its not impossible! Love can change people. Love for my child has made me change too.

When I became mother I wanted to be a good mother by having good habits so to cultivate and give same habits to my child, so finally I started getting up at 4.30 a.m. and started completing my work early and then I realized it is so beautiful to complete the work before time.

The things which I was not able to change in myself I surrendered it to Jesus and he helped. He wakes me up daily at 4.30 without an alarm clock and helps me do all the work joyfully and not in a hurry to complete.

So when I saw change in me, I realized that true love for someone can change people and love of my life is the God given angel of my life, my baby boy Gabriel.

I thank God for the gift and the inspiration he gave me to change myself!